Independent

Hayy, I really wish I'm not a working mom! (hehe, kakasimula lang ng blog entry ang bigat agad ng pakiramdam.)  Aside from the fact that I'm heavy, I really have a heavy heart these past few days. 

Another school activities of kuya kiel that I missed, Intrams and field trip.  Oh yes, I missed these as I am on business trip. I could still remember my previous blog entry (Wala Na Naman si Nanay :() about missing their exam week because I was also on business trip.  I am not complaining I have a job, in fact, I am so thankful that I have a job which I still enjoy (so far! hehe) and gives me an opportunity to travel.  It's just this moment that I wish I'm a full time nanay to my kids, I really love bringing kuya kiel to school whenever there are school activities, it's an achievement for me.  Again, I have so many realizations, the moment you become a mother, your level of achievement changes.  If before, it's an achievement when you get good grades in school or when your boss appreciates your job well done, now, it becomes achievement when you serve your family, when you show them how you care for them.  (OA again! but this is so true. ayan baka maiyak na naman ako.)

Today, Oct 25 (uy, it's my biological tatay's birthday today! hehe happy birthday tay), is kuya kiel's field trip.  I woke up at 4am (since Thailand is 1 hour delay than Phils. so it was 5am there in pinas) because  I wanna make sure that everything is ready, though, I prepared kuya kiel's bag for the field trip and tatay's bag as well with the snacks they'll bring before I left for Thailand.  I tried calling tatay but he didn't answer.  Luckily, he answered the call the second time I called.  He just woke up and said it's too early.  (kung ako lang ang kasama, malamang gising na ako at that time at nagreready na and double checking everything na kelangan dalhin. OA na kung OA!)  Napaisip tuloy ako if nanay lang ba talaga ung mga ganun, ung sobrang aligaga para sa mga ganitong pagkakataon.  Well, I trust tatay that he will take good care of kuya kiel, I just wanna make sure na walang makakalimutan.  (sabagay, ako lang naman ang makakalimutin kaya kelangan talaga mag double check. hehe)

By the way, I enjoy being independent.  My first time to drive myself going to the airport and availed the Park 'N Fly in Sucat.  I didn't ask tatay to bring me to the airport as I know he has a meeting on that day and need to be early.  Oh, I'm such an understanding wife hehehe (magbuhat ng sariling bangko.)  In this way, I could pick up tatay and Kuya Kiel from Greenbelt 1 later, they will watch Alice in Wonderland as part of their field trip.  I enjoy being a mother and a wife, too! :)

Goal!

I saw this photo from Marian Rivera's instagram account (please take note I'm not a fan. period.)  How I wish I could reach this abs (sobrang ilusyunada lang!) pero at least sana lumiit na ang aking tummy. 

 

Grabe no? sobrang sexy.  Because of this, I hope this time totoo na that I will try to avoid eating so much food and befriend healthy food.  Super Goodluck raise to the nth power!!!! hehehe

 

At least this time, I have my goal, my "christmas dress" goal, hehe I wish I could wear this outfit on Christmas day.  Lord, it's Your birthday, please help me to look really good on Your special day! :)

 

 

This look is my peg. (Cheska Garcia Kramer)

 





 

 

Di naman masamang magwish, hope I can do this! :)  baka sakaling mapansin na ko ni Daniel Padilla if ganito na ang itsura ko..hehehe :)  This is the story behind Daniel Padilla hehehe

I'm claiming it, all of this will happen! :)

Ethan..our bunso!

Grabe, time flies too fast.  Our Ethan is getting bigger and bigger everyday.  He is smart and responsible kid as early as now.  I said that he's responsible because he knows how to clean his toys and put them back to their proper places after playing. :)

When Edmund and I were still planning to have another baby after Kiel, I was worried if I could give him/her same level of love with what I have for Kiel at that time.  When we finally had Ethan, I am so amazed how God teaches me to love another baby as much as I have for Kiel.  It's a magical feeling, you don't need to force yourself to love somebody, it just happened.  So amazing!

Now, Ethan loves to dance, sometimes, loves to sing and make faces.  I enjoy videoing him while doing these things and some of it are as follows:  (Enjoy as much as I enjoy it whenever I watch these! :)

 

 

 

 

Some of Ethan's selfie pics (sometimes, with nanay too..hehe) ;)

 

 

 

Love you Ethan! ;)