Monday, August 12, 2013

Wala na naman si Nanay :(

Gosh! I just learned last week that kuya kiel's exam is scheduled next week already from Aug 19-22.  This is the exact schedule of my business trip.  I can now feel the guilt, how I wish I'm always beside them to support and guide them particularly in school activities/exam/events etc. etc.

Right this very moment, I'm getting emotional (as usual, indi si Irene ito if alang emotions na kasama..hahaha), kidding aside, I really feel the sadness.  Again and again, ang OA ko, I will be away for 5 days only but still for me it's long!!!  I will miss my kids and tatay, the kulitan before matulog and paggising sa morning. haaaayyyyyssssss :(

Now, I realized how sadness an OFW feels whenever they leave their families here in Pinas.  I am just imagining it but it breaks my heart already.  I salute all OFWs who choose to leave their families to provide better future for their kids and the whole family.  My tatay (biological father) used to be an OFW, if not for his sacrifices, we (me and my kuyas) will not be here enjoying our lives with our own families.  Thank You tatay! kahit madalas pasaway ka..hehehe but still we love you and thank you! :)

Back to kuya kiel's exam, so my plan is to review him Friday night (so I need to go home as early as possible) and Saturday morning.  At Saturday lunch, we have guests at home. Saturday evening, we need to finish the review for all subjects.  Then, I need to prepare another set of reviewer that I will leave at home and let tatay review kuya kiel night before his exam.  While writing this, I'm figuring out already my weeknight schedules from tomorrow until Friday.  Hope teacher Joy will give the pointers for exam a little bit earlier.

So again, good luck nanay Irene! I know you can do it but be ready sa mga puyatan again.. hehehe

So help me God! :)

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Back to Reality!

Yippee! I got my mirage back last Monday night so after a month of not driving, I think I need to practice a lot.  Last Tuesday I brought my car to the office, I had a headache when I arrived at the office.  (I think there's something wrong with my driving skills...mantakin mong mahilo sa sariling pagmamaneho, di ba usually yung passengers lang naman ang nahihilo sa pagddrive ng mga drivers..hehehe ang weird! )

Now, I'm back to my normal routine every weekend kasi I can drive na going to palengke while the 3 boys are still sleeping.  This is my routine (sometimes, I try to skip some of the chores but most of the time, I want to finish everything!)

5:30 - 6:00 wake up, getting ready for palengke!
6:00 - 7:00 done na sa palengke, sometimes, earlier pa ko nakakatapos..
ang pinapamalengke ko is yung food naman over the weekend for lunch, dinner, merienda. (sometimes, mais or saging na saba ang binibili ko for merienda.  I cook the corn in the morning kaya sometimes, corn is our merienda in the morning, then, pag may natira, binabaon kung san man kami mapadpad ng afternoon if we feel like going out of the house.)
7:00 - 7:30 Prepare the breakfast and then, eat na kami. Then, my 3 boys will stay at entertainment room while I'm doing the "yaya" chores.
7:30 - 8:30 prepare all the food that I bought from palengke.  Lilinisan, titimplahan then store sa ref.
8:30 - 9:30 Wash Ethan's feeding bottles while cleaning all the kalat from our breakfast and pagprepare ng food.
9:30 - 10:00 Papaliguan ang mga boys (syempre yung 2 anak ko lang hehehe pero pede din namang isama na rin si tatay, why not??) hahaha
10:00 - 11:00 linis ng house, CR (gosh! ngayong sinusulat ko ang gawain ko, bigla akong naawa sa sarili ko..hahaha "yayang yaya" pala talga ang dating ko.)
11:00 - Prepare the food for lunch, usually naman if kelangan magpalambot ng pork, sinasalang ko na siya while I'm doing other chores, so at this time e finishing touches na lang ang drama ng pagprepare ng food.
12 - 1pm Lunch time!

(Shocks! what time nga pala ako naliligo? hehehe, basta naisisingit ko dyan yun tapos di naman in chronological order ito, if I think magagawa ko na yung isang bagay, gagawin ko na.) 

No wonder, kaya pala mukha akong busabos pag weekend! hehe then, afternoon, if gusto gumala then, gala kami but sometimes we choose to stay at home na lang.

Nakakapagod maging nanay pala tlaga, pag iisipin parang ang hirap Gawain nito pero pag nasimulan mo na at nasanay ka na, nakakapagod pa rin! hahahaha sulit naman! :) Tapos ang asawa ko, sasabihin di na ako nakakapanood ng movie with them, wala na kong time sa knila during weekend. E sino ang gagawa ng lahat ng yan???? aber!

Sana makakuha na kami ng yaya.  Super thankful ako to my in-laws, at least sila ang gumagawa nyan para sa akin during weekdays :)

This is so TRUE!!! :)
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